I have no good reason to be honest with myself, because I know the truth hurts and I'm looking out for my health. I know I'm not quite worth your time, but fill me in on when yours became so much more valuable than mine. I just want out. I want out of this place. I just want out. I'm a walking burnt down house. As you can see, there were memories made within my walls, but the flames of my future and and unstable structure sent them all to hell. So I guess that's where I belong; because if I'm not built the way I wish that I could be - with strategy about how to move on - please explain what the point is of staying here just to float along a path that apparently leads to nowhere. leads to nothing. I just want out. I want out of this place. I just want out. I'm a walking flooded house. As you can see, there were memories made within my walls, but the waves of indifference and an ocean of distance washed my will away. No matter how far you run, it will never be far enough. So keep that in mind while you're moving your mountains and breaking your back to find something that doesn't exist. I don't exist. You've been lost since you can remember - asking the question like you're owed the answer: why me?
released April 13, 2015
Written and recorded by Michael Hansen. Drums/Bass/Guitar/Vocals performed by Michael Hansen. Piano performed by Richie English, courtesy of the Buffalo Psychiatric Center. Engineered by Brad Lauchert at GCR in exchange for a pair of drum sticks.
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